Path for meaningful retrospective

 Miogi - Do 1 big thing x year that marks your year - 2024 was the year I...

1 adventure every 2months (6 x year) - with family, yourself (climbing mountain, meditation)

1 small thing every day/week 

Interesting hobbies 

In the back of mind

You died. I killed you.

And I didn't even cry. Didn't even regret it. 

Not a single tear. Can' t believe i said it.

But im sick of waiting patiently for someone that wont arrive. that I can't love.